I can't describe of how much in love I am with the Lord. My love for Him is indescribable. He amazes me everyday with new challenges. And helping me through things in my life. With his help i can do anything! Lately I have gotten a lot closer to the Lord, I spend more time with Him and i listen to Christian music instead of non-Christian. But I always want more of Him no matter how much i get I always want more, What if everyone wanted more and more of God? You know how awesome that would be? But then again the Lord asked us to spread the Gospel to people and to the nations. Even though it may be tough it's so worth getting that person to Heaven!
I don't know what i would do if I didn't have the Lord to help me in my life. I want to make the Lord my everything. I don't want some boy being my everything, or clothes, money, friends, I want God to come first in my life. I have a obsession...that obsession is you Lord.
There are so many decisions i have to make in the short time period i have till i graduate. They aren't very easy decisions either. I keep asking myself what do i do? Either i go to Pellissippi for 2 years and get my basics down or go to Youth with a Mission (YWAM). My heart is saying go to YWAM, but then its like no u need to go to college first. I'm so scared I'm going to make the wrong decision and regret it. But why would i regret missions when I'm absolutely in love with it? As Adam Lutts would say, "Go and Do". Easier said then done. I wish I could make the decision right now ,but i feel like i should pray on it a little more.
Everyday I want to dance for my Jesus and sing for Him. I want to praise Him everyday for helping me through the tough times in my life. He is so worth it he is the best guy ever!
"Satisfy us in the morning with your unfailing love, that we may sing for joy and be glad all our days."- Psalm 90:14
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